This weekend is the worst by far …
More like the past few weeks but this weekend. I’m hoping that this is the TOP of it. But so far all the following things are driving me crazy:
- All the stupid Chem homework that Matar threw at us this weekend. She even said “You’re not going to be resting/relaxing this weekend. You’ll be doing work ALL weekend.”
- Anatomy. My teacher gives me BS for my assignments so now I have a D in that class and I have to ace my next test in hopes that it’ll go up to a C and then later a B if I’m lucky. IF.
- Finish all my math homework but I guess that’s my fault since I decided to procrastinate. :/
- Study several chapters/sections of history because my teacher has TERRIBLE time management and … In general, isn’t a good teacher.
- Finish annotating all of English and all the little bits of homework with it.
- Band … The only thing that stresses me out is how people keep texting/calling me about things when I can’t really do anything about it.
- Work. I’m on the schedule for Saturday morning, Sunday rec and MONDAY rec. And I cannot find a sub because they have plans or they’re already working. My boss has got to stop pissing people off to the point where they quit because of him. Or that people are just fired … Now I can’t find anyone to sub.
- Badminton. I really don’t like how unorganized they are right now. Posting that we have practice tomorrow WHILE I have work. I CAN’T BE AT TWO FREAKING PLACES AT ONCE. And the fact that if I don’t go to work, I’ll get in a LOT of trouble … (You don’t even know). If I don’t go to badminton, I have a higher chance of being cut off the team. Which is stupid since I’m already on JV1 of Singles. :/
- Friends throwing little stupid tantrums at me because they didn’t get their way or I couldn’t help them with anything. Or SOMETHING. THEY WON’T EVEN TELL ME AND THEY’RE PISSED OFF AT ME. It hurts my freaking head thinking about how someone’s angry at me. It always hurts.
- My parents keep yelling at me about so many things. Even my mom got angry at me and won’t tell me. My busy life leads me everywhere. I don’t want to keep asking you for rides but you won’t give me a license, I’m not allowed to walk super far distances, I can’t take the bus. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ? STAY HOME AND DO NOTHING ? I even got yelled at to sleep earlier Saturday morning. I SLEPT AT 9:45PM. IS THAT NOT EARLY ?
- My family are telling me now of things that we’re planning with the rest of my extended family. I can’t make it without going crazy. .__.
- I have 3 tests this week, a quiz, and major assignments.
WILL THIS GET WORSE?
Stupid question, of course it will.
I’m frustrated like crazy and so many people aren’t really helping me with it. They’re just making it worse. And I’m scared because if I’m stressed, I will get sick.
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